Monday, May 23, 2011


not all guys are like that.
and not all girls are like that.
sometimes it's the other way around.


who would definitely truly agree that a person can live his/her life alone?
i don't think anybody will.
what's the meaning of true friendship? loyalty? honesty?
ask a friend that.
killed by our ownselves? suicidal?
most people say they don't do it.
but they actually do it wihtout noticing it.
it's a silent killer
just like humans heart and feelings.they are the silent killers
killers of our souls.
one,two,three maybe four big things maybe acceptable.
what about hundreds? thousands? who can bear the burden of keeping a thousand negativity in their hearts?
i know i can't.
a friend who is said to be there-loyalty?
where? where are you?
this is why i don't trust people.not even my feelings.
it's a killer that none of us can see.

Smarties ~! ;D

emm, yummy ! :)
mom bought this for me yesterday.
one of my favourite chocolate.
my friens in utp knows this.
eat this practically almost everyday there during
this is the BIG one.cost her 12 bucks for

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Mr Brightside

Just remembered the song from the killers-mr
you know something, behind every cloud, there's a silver lining.
god give's us rain to give us the rainbow that comes after it rains.There are a lot of quotes saying that.
what makes it true is in ourselves.
we choose our how we think.
we control it.
it's often to talk about thinking positive.
doing it is another challenge.
it's not impossible.
all we need is faith in god and ourselves for it to happen.:)

Friday, May 20, 2011

I just can't get enough

Boy I think about it every night and day
I'm addicted wanna jump inside your love
I wouldn't wanna have it any other way
I'm addicted and I just can't get enough

just can't get enough by BEP

Addiction addiction addiction.
so many addictions
caffein, money, power, girls, boys, love?
gave up my addiction of coffee and nescafe this year.:)
what about my other addiction?
idk, maybe i can, maybe i can't?
almost 3 days had passed without encountering my addiction.
so far so good. depends on one person to decide.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011


Everybody has feelings.
Feelings that we feel through our hearts.<3
But do we really know what we feel?
Tears, tears of joy? tears of sadness?
who can tell?

who are we hiding it from?
for what purpose?
what's the catch?
what do we get?

Some people say...

Some people say I’m quiet

Some people say I’m stupid

Some people say I’m a loner

Some people say I’m arrogant

Some people say I’m rich

Some people say I’m a loser.

Don’t ever judge me just like that. Who the hell are you to say those words to me? Don’t know me? Don’t pretend you know me.