tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-44202332530118951082024-03-05T16:19:51.522-08:00It's My LifeUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger49125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-37821041299167591372011-05-23T10:05:00.001-07:002011-05-23T10:07:47.154-07:00cool<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.myemospace.com/images/Broken-heart-3.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 799px; height: 520px;" src="http://www.myemospace.com/images/Broken-heart-3.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">not</span></span> all <span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 255);">guys</span> are like that.<br />and <span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:180%;" >not</span> all <span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255);">girls</span> are like that.<br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">sometimes</span></span> it's <span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">the other way around</span></span>.<br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-48347757709749191982011-05-23T09:53:00.000-07:002011-05-23T10:03:51.271-07:00Disheartened<div style="text-align: center;">who would definitely truly agree that a person can live his/her life alone?<br />i don't think anybody will.<br />what's the meaning of true friendship? loyalty? honesty?<br />ask a friend that.<br />killed by our ownselves? suicidal?<br />most people say they don't do it.<br />but they actually do it wihtout noticing it.<br />it's a silent killer<br />just like humans heart and feelings.they are the silent killers<br />killers of our souls.<br />one,two,three maybe four big things maybe acceptable.<br />what about hundreds? thousands? who can bear the burden of keeping a thousand negativity in their hearts?<br />i know i can't.<br />a friend who is said to be there-loyalty?<br />where? where are you?<br />this is why i don't trust people.not even my feelings.<br />it's a killer that none of us can see.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://mystuffspace.com/graphic/heart-broken-6.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 160px; height: 160px;" src="http://mystuffspace.com/graphic/heart-broken-6.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-13715553117456906632011-05-23T08:35:00.003-07:002011-05-23T08:38:59.080-07:00Smarties ~! ;D<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjZeHncKy_b2v9wWrdiSj96xCQE9YWDqjjmBDUTd2e1BnzJZboORY3yfWnJVhFcY2uDMuVEe5_v6q8e8MMgIGVq2jNNqxyDevsM2BxUsi0apiwKijMKgV2uULk-GhtYnHV4v3tFrP2_7iM/s1600/IMG_8430edit.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 134px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjZeHncKy_b2v9wWrdiSj96xCQE9YWDqjjmBDUTd2e1BnzJZboORY3yfWnJVhFcY2uDMuVEe5_v6q8e8MMgIGVq2jNNqxyDevsM2BxUsi0apiwKijMKgV2uULk-GhtYnHV4v3tFrP2_7iM/s200/IMG_8430edit.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5609936066280832562" border="0" /></a><br />emm, yummy ! :)<br />mom bought this for me yesterday.<br />one of my favourite chocolate.<br />my friens in utp knows this.<br />eat this practically almost everyday there during class.lol<br />this is the BIG one.cost her 12 bucks for it.lol<br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-5021327523427078532011-05-21T06:39:00.000-07:002011-05-21T06:48:19.363-07:00Mr Brightside<div style="text-align: center;">Just remembered the song from the killers-mr brightside.lol.<br />you know something, behind every cloud, there's a silver lining.<br />god give's us rain to give us the rainbow that comes after it rains.<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.photofurl.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/08/rainbow_after_heavy_rains_in_south_african_beach_area-300x240.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 300px; height: 240px;" src="http://www.photofurl.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/08/rainbow_after_heavy_rains_in_south_african_beach_area-300x240.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>There are a lot of quotes saying that.<br />what makes it true is in ourselves.<br />we choose our how we think.<br />we control it.<br />it's often to talk about thinking positive.<br />doing it is another challenge.<br />it's not impossible.<br />all we need is faith in god and ourselves for it to happen.:)<br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-79664147966239943132011-05-20T09:36:00.000-07:002011-05-20T09:42:36.240-07:00I just can't get enough<div style="text-align: center;">Boy I think about it every night and day<br />I'm addicted wanna jump inside your love<br />I wouldn't wanna have it any other way<br />I'm addicted and I just can't get enough<br /><br />just can't get enough by BEP<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.psychologytoday.com/files/u25/addiction_to_love_by_B_neoZEN.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 404px; height: 590px;" src="http://www.psychologytoday.com/files/u25/addiction_to_love_by_B_neoZEN.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br />Addiction addiction addiction.<br />so many addictions<br />caffein, money, power, girls, boys, love?<br />gave up my addiction of coffee and nescafe this year.:)<br />what about my other addiction?<br />idk, maybe i can, maybe i can't?<br />almost 3 days had passed without encountering my addiction.<br />so far so good. depends on one person to decide.<br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-71929092838994489902011-05-18T11:16:00.000-07:002011-05-18T11:23:18.546-07:00Feelings<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">Everybody</span> has<span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"> feelings.</span><br />Feelings that we feel through our<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"> hearts</span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">.<span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><3</span></span></span><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" 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0, 153);">Some people</span></span> say <span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">I’m</span><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> quiet</span></span></span></p><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><p style="text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Some people</span></span> say <span style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">I’m </span><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-weight: bold;">stupid</span></span></p><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><p style="text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);"><span style="font-size:130%;">Some peopl</span>e</span> say <span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">I’m</span><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51); font-weight: bold;">a loner</span></span></p><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><p style="text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Some people</span></span> say <span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">I’m</span> <span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255); font-weight: bold;">arro</span></span><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 255); font-weight: bold;">gant</span></span></p><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><p style="text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Some people</span></span> say <span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">I’m</span> <span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">rich</span></span></p><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><p style="text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 153);">Some people</span></span> say <span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">I’m</span> <span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0); font-weight: bold;">a loser.</span></span></p><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><p style="text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"> </p><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><p style="text-align: center;" class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">Don’t</span></span> ever judge me just like that. Who the hell are you to say those words to me? Don’t know me? Don’t pretend you know me.</p>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-2654572822192200212011-05-14T10:12:00.000-07:002011-05-14T10:21:30.473-07:00Liar Liar Pants On Fire<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://keenetrial.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/liar-liar-pants-on-fire.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 468px; height: 350px;" src="http://keenetrial.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/liar-liar-pants-on-fire.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />'liar liar panties on fire' is what i would say to my old friends.:)<br />haven't said tha for a long time.<br />haven't updated this blog for a long time. :) wonder who still reads it. i guess no one?lol.that's the point.<br /><br />when we lie, who do we lie to actually? is it the person whom we said the lie to. or somebody else? naah. lying to others is lying to yourself.<br />it's not worth it. it's like karma, hurting others will hurt you back.<br /><br />like the counsellor said, remember, the world is not flat, it's a sphere, what goes around comes around.:)<br /><br />anyway, to whom i'm addressing, i'm sorry i lied. i lied to myself really. it is really hard actually to tell the truth actually.not just for me, but also for others.i've been lying to most of the people i know.but not for my own benefits.if it's so, i'll be darn happy right now.the fact is i'm not.lol.<br /><br />i don't hate my life.i love my life, i am happy for my life, it's just i'm not happy for what i've done and said.well, it's just a part of me that is me. i am what i am and that's all what i am.the popeye song.missed that show.:)<br /><br />btw, to whoever i've hurt, i'm sorry. but for you especially, i truly am sorry for hiding everything.lying about abstract things. hope you're not offended and always be happy.:)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-87318834117106711692010-09-07T10:09:00.000-07:002010-09-07T10:23:44.582-07:00sweetest day ever ! ;D<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">7th sept 2010</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">a day that i will remember for as long as i can remember</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">a day that brought me happiness</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">a day spent with her</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">our first date.literally.:)</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">to be honest it wasn't planned at all..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">just dropped by, fetched her,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">and then only we decided where to go</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">at first we stopped here and there thinking where to go.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">finally we decided to go to one utama.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">the best part is we actually got lost.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">not to say lost, missed a junction.lol</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">reached there about 5pm</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">walked around the mall.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">just the two of us</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">without anyone else.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">we never got seperated from each other.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">only when going to the musolla of course.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">we talked sort of non-stop with each other.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">went around the whole complex thinking where to eat.lol</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">then we decided to go to secret recipe but the table was full</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">then we went to milano's</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">that was the first place where we actually had lunch together a year ago.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">a place where something memorable had occurred before.lol</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">then while waiting for maghrib, we went round some more and talked.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">suprisingly we talked till a few minutes after maghrib.lol</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">people have already started eating but we're still talking.lol</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">then we break our fast with mineral water and went for prayers.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">then we went to eat.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">there we ate slowly.lol</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">after eating we just sat there, and talked about what we talked.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">snapped some pictures,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">well, she snapped mine actually.lol</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">eventhough we finished eating, we still sat ther for like an hour or so.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">then we left.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">and headed home.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">reached her home at 930pm i think.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">her mom was waiting at the gate.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">then we went in.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">she actually played the piano.wow</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">i was impressed and touched.lol</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">we sat side by side while she played the piano and sang the song.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">to be honest with you, that was one of the most relaxing moments in my life.lol</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">then we chatted with her mother and sister.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">yadi yada yada.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">that was fun.lol</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">then at 1045, its time for me to depart home.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">reached home at midnight..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">hopefully this is the day i will remember for the rest of my life..lol<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;"><br /></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-79051531986883056612010-08-30T14:27:00.000-07:002010-08-30T14:42:49.016-07:00independence day 31 aug..;D<div>wow, it's been 53 years since Malaysia had gained its independence from the Brits.</div><div>hopefully this independence will remain forever.;D</div><div><br /></div><div>what a wonderful weekend that passed me.</div><div>friday night was awesome.</div><div>went to sleep at my friends house.</div><div>break fast with them, sahur with them,</div><div>do everything with their family.</div><div>how it made me feel like i'm in the family.</div><div>studied that night till 3am.</div><div>then slept for an hour and sahur and never slept back.</div><div>then my parents picked me up to go to kl.</div><div><br /></div><div>that day, i came back home from kl after asar.</div><div>about 6 i guess.</div><div>break fast with my family, at night i didnt go to tarawih at the mosque,</div><div>did it myself in the room.</div><div>then at 930 went out with atiqah, my beshtie.</div><div>went for supper at a&w..lol</div><div>that place was awesome.</div><div>had a couple of waffles till we were dead full..</div><div>that night ended with full of smiles.</div><div><br /></div><div>sunday, woke up at 2pm i guess..lol</div><div>had a very nice sleep.</div><div>that evening did a barbeQ with my family.</div><div><br /></div><div>monday, a day filled with sleepiness.</div><div>didnt sleep that night.</div><div>it was very2 tiring.</div><div>went to class with sore eyes.</div><div>eyes like a panda.lol</div><div>got targeted in class by my physics teacher.</div><div>that was fun.</div><div>she mentioned my name quite a number of times.</div><div>after class, i straight went to bed..lol.</div><div>slept till 6.</div><div>then hung out with my friends.</div><div>that night, wasn't feeling well though.</div><div>so i went to bed.very2 early.</div><div><br /></div><div>the problem is i kept her waiting for me.</div><div>that's what i hated the most.</div><div>farsha, if your reading this, i am so sorry,</div><div>i slept last night.</div><div>the night before was awesome.</div><div>a night of thousand words turned to a night of zero words.</div><div>sorry. i'll make it up to you later, i promise.;D</div><div>much love,</div><div> aiman.</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-85939095011166341312010-08-21T17:49:00.000-07:002010-08-21T17:59:29.105-07:00it's been a long while.wow, it has been quite some time i've updated this blog.<div>maybe cause i dont have anything to say.lol.</div><div><br /></div><div>well, today i'm writing, just for the sake of writing.</div><div>in a way to release what i feel right now.</div><div>angry?sad?depressed?</div><div>it's a mixture of feelings that everyone faces.</div><div>everyone faces this problem.</div><div>i don't know whether it is because of me or someone else.</div><div>to be honest, i'm quite sad to see how some people treat me.</div><div>i mean, everyone has their own agenda.</div><div>but it's so hard for me to understand.</div><div>most of them will not say a thing,</div><div>and then respond differently in such a deceiving way.</div><div>that makes me really2 uncomfortable.</div><div>slept at 4 last night.</div><div>didnt wake up for sahur.</div><div>didnt wake up for subuh in a matter of fact.</div><div>i really feel sad about myself.</div><div>just watched a video on how satan seduces human beings.</div><div>but i fell in their hands last night and this morning</div><div>this sadness plus some crap i am facing, </div><div>i feel like my life's threeed up.</div><div>the only thing i can keep in my mind is,</div><div>everything comes from God,</div><div>God gives us challenges everyday,</div><div>God will not give challenges that we cannot cope.</div><div>every individual is different in the sense of personality.</div><div>I cannot satisfy everyone.</div><div>in other words is, disappointment in life is a normal thing.</div><div>it's just a matter of how you deal with it.</div><div>through iman? nafsu? or feelings?</div><div>it's up to you and i to decide.</div><div>but iman is the best option.</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-7473059946512556212010-07-09T09:17:00.000-07:002010-07-09T09:21:28.805-07:00new life.;D<span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"><span style="font-family: lucida grande;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">30th june,<br />a memorable date.<br />a date where it changed the course for my future..<br />registered in kms.<br />well, to be honest that place sucks..<br />coping wit dat..;D<br />just wanna be happy.<br />smnggu nih, mcm2 yg dilalui..<br />penat lelah,<br />kegembiraan,<br />mcm2..but all of that will make me a better person one day.;)<br />i am keeping my mind to think positively..<br />positive thinking will always make me happy..;D<br />looking forward for a better day tomorrow, better week next week.<br />wth, i dunno what to write.<br />lost all my ideas what to write about..lol<br /></span></span></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-49084080233646711702010-06-28T21:33:00.000-07:002010-06-28T21:39:05.999-07:00tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia; color: rgb(204, 102, 204); ">tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">the moment of truth.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">my admission to Kolej MARA Seremban.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">after more than 3 weeks staying at home doing nothing,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">i managed to fatten myself up and cause insomnia to myself.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">gained a few kgs i guess.haha</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">anyway, tomorrow the 30th june.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">the time where i am going to register for my a levels in kms</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">idk whats life is gonna be like there.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">hopefully it's gonna be fine n fun.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">i hope so.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">hoping to be better or as fun as utp.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">utp was the best experience ever.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">feeling happy though.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">before this i was frustrated i didn't get to go further like shah alam or wherever.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">but nvm, still, just 2 years.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">hope that 2 years will be in a flash.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">well, all the best..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">meeting new ppl, old ppl,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">from utp n saser.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#CC66CC;">c u there.</span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-87330163471765016202010-06-16T04:18:00.000-07:002010-06-25T10:04:59.489-07:00growing uptoday is wednesday the 16th.<div>wow..today was a booring day at home</div><div>got a whole 14 more days to go till i go to college.</div><div>damn i miss my university life in utp.</div><div>well, wth, life must go on right?</div><div>i feel like,</div><div>i'm praying, 5 years will go like a blink of an eye.</div><div>2 years here doing my a-levels, and 3 years there doing my degree.</div><div>i hope that it is a dream come true.</div><div>and in my life, i want a perfect life</div><div>for me and my family to live together</div><div>i can't wait to move out from the house.</div><div>i feel like i'm still bounded to do things that i would have done outside.</div><div>to me,</div><div>life's an adventure.</div><div>we decide what to do.</div><div>we plan our life ahead of us.</div><div>not some other people.</div><div>to me, life in boarding school,</div><div>is not working out.</div><div>they prepare your food, schedule,</div><div>they tell you to study, they manage your time for you.</div><div>come on,</div><div>what's the fun in that?</div><div>i'm 18 and i have to live like that?</div><div>other people telling me what to do, when to do.</div><div>that sucks.</div><div>malaysian way of studying sucks</div><div>they never work out properly.</div><div>no wonder malaysian students get kicked out of universities.</div><div>some even get into major trouble.</div><div>because y?</div><div>because of culture shock.</div><div>they treat us like kids, telling us what to do, when to do, prepare every single thing.</div><div>all we have to do is follow,</div><div>come on, when we grow up, no one even bothers to tell you that.</div><div>i just hope this 2 years, probably 5 years, will pass on faster than ever.</div><div>get my own job, own assets, own things.</div><div>live under my own roof.</div><div>5 years i know it's a long time.</div><div>just waiting for it to happen.</div><div>i'm sick of living under my parents' asses.</div><div>i want to be free.</div><div>have my own life to lead.</div><div>what bothers me the most is my college is just 20 mins from home</div><div>come on, what is that?</div><div>even my lower secondary school is further down the road.</div><div>damn i just wish i'm already working and having my own things.</div><div>just mine.</div><div>under my name.</div><div>with my own money.</div><div>i'd love that.</div><div>i wish i can be just like my sister.</div><div>not totally, but live a life like her.</div><div>in life, without adventures, risks and enjoyment,</div><div>wth is your life about?</div><div>life must be more exciting.</div><div>life without mistakes doesnt make you a person,</div><div>but life with mistakes, lessons, and bad decisions,</div><div>teaches you to be a stronger person overall..</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-82660927643802248442010-06-10T09:58:00.000-07:002010-06-25T10:04:59.502-07:00happy day.hey,<div>guess what.</div><div>today was a fine day for me.</div><div>since like, idk, a while..lol</div><div>didnt sleep at night watching how i met ur mother.</div><div>anyway, i thought dad wanted to use the car.</div><div>but he didnt.</div><div>so i resumed my plans..hoho</div><div>before that.</div><div>early this morning..</div><div>i had breakfast with my grandmas.</div><div>wow, lots of stories were told</div><div>till i fell asleep.</div><div>i didnt know which one is more interesting.</div><div>sleep or the stories..lol.</div><div><br /></div><div>anyway, i drove all the way to meet my friend, </div><div>irisyah - a gal i met when i went to aust..lol</div><div>of all the places aust.</div><div>anyway, my first time ever driving in shah alam and didnt get lost.</div><div>wow..hahaha..</div><div>i was really2 proud..haha</div><div>then i made it to one utama shopping center without getting lost...</div><div>haha..</div><div>my first time going there..</div><div><br /></div><div>reached ipoh at midnight.</div><div>exactly midnight.</div><div>what a tiring drive..lol..</div><div>off to bed~!</div><div><br /></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-57635433299060868372010-06-08T10:13:00.000-07:002010-06-25T10:04:59.516-07:00learn to love<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">it's been a while since i last wrote.</span></b></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">well, today it is proven i think.</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>we won't realize that we love something really damn much,</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>until we've lost it for real.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>something includes,</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>humans, things, personal items.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>well, i guess that's just who we are.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>and what we are all about.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>well, today poslaju came to the house.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>sent me an envelope</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>a thick envelope.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>what's inside is my offer letter to kolej mara seremban.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>for 2 years i'm gonna study there i guess.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>it was a sad moment i guess.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>i always hated staying in a boarding school.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>2 years in science seremban would have killed me</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>but still, i survived, moved to utp, and started a new life</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>a new beginning</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>there i was me</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>i was who i am.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>made a lot of friends.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>but now i've to move on</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>i'm going to a new place.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>just like a boarding school.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>no wonder they call it a 'bored'ing school.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>it's bored.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>but hey,</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>don't think negatively.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>i must be strong</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>this is destiny i guess.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>for me to be there in that particular college.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>eventhough i suck during the interview, still i got it.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>maybe it's my destiny to go there.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>i may be going to australia soon.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>soon is 2 years.lol.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>i can't believe my dreams actually came true.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>well, not fully, i was expecting UK but still,</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>not bad.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>leaving everything behind.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>it's time for me to move ahead.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>leave what's behind.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>3 weeks at home is like torture to me.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>home?</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>pfft..</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>what's there to do?</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>home is another place of boredom.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>getting my ass bigger i guess.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>fighting who gets the car.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>surely my dad'll win.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>i can't do anything.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>nothing free at home.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>i feel, how to say it.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>malay they call it 'terkongkong'</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>hurmm..</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>this is the worst part anyway.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>i love living a free life.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>i was free in utp.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>now i won't be</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>mara and parents are on my ass.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>so i can't enjoy my life like i used to.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>i just wish 2 years will pass by fast enough.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>i want to leave seremban.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>there's nothing here</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>nothing for me actually.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>friends? gone with the wind.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>others?idk</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>the cinema?naah.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>what is here anyway?</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>PD? yeah right.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>full of tourists..</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>hmmph..</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>idk what to say anymore.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>i think i'm better off snoozing my ass out.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>sleep sleep sleep.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>that's what i do all day.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'lucida grande';color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>sometimes i feel like i'm hibernating..lol.</b></span></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-91348215083189033662010-06-02T13:59:00.000-07:002010-06-25T10:04:59.532-07:00farewell and thanx.<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255); ">hey. thanx for taking ur time to read this.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 153, 255); ">really appreciate it if u do.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">it's been 5 months ive been studying in utp.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">i made friends.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">best friends perhaps.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">always there when i need them.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">during shine or rain, they're always there for me.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">that's what i call true friends.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">i will never forget u guys insya-Allah.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">at first i thought, </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">maybe some of u will be leaving,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">n i will stay here,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">but in the end, i'm the one leaving u guys.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">it feels hard to realize that i have to move on in life.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">the memories, the things,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">i mean everything here is priceless.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">i know that u guys will have a great time here in utp.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">everyone's great.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">staying here teaches me a lot.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">i didn't want to leave.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">if i would have a choice i would stay here.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">but i can't</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">i can't let my feelings take over my future.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">and disappoint my parents.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">well, </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">the main point of me writing here,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">is to let all of u know.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">how much i love u guys.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">how much i love being with u guys.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">priceless memories.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">being in class.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">our laughter,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">our sadness,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">even food</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">we share amongst us.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">that's what makes us united</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">caring, loving for each other,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">we take care of each other's backs.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">no one gets left behind.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">it's really hard for me to express my feelings</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">well then, this is goodbye then,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">anything u guys have my number right?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">just text or give me a call sometimes.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">good luck in everything u guys do.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">don;t ever give up.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">in life we have to take sacrifices.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">chances doesn't come twice.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">make the right decision for yourself and your loved ones.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">take time to think.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">don't make decisions to hastily.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">think out of the box.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">alright guys and babes.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">bye, ttyl, see u soon.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">hope to meet all of u soon..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">*guys who's saying i'm a fag writing about this shit,</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">go ahead</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">its not wrong for me to express my feelings.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">u are the one who is arrogant enough to cover up your feelings.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">bak kata orang melayu,</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">ta macho la laki touching2.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF0000;">well wtf do i care anyway.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;"><br /></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-52463420389421997872010-05-26T12:31:00.000-07:002010-06-25T10:04:59.546-07:00.....<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204); ">it's three thirty in the morning..</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC66CC;"><div style="text-align: center;">i can't sleep.</div><div style="text-align: center;">been watching movies n dramas all day long.</div><div style="text-align: center;">thinking of starting a new chapter in life.</div><div style="text-align: center;">a new beginning of life as an adult and a college student..</div><div style="text-align: center;">but still..</div><div style="text-align: center;">the past haunts me.</div><div style="text-align: center;">wtf is about my life anyway?</div><div style="text-align: center;">well i guess nobody understands not even me.</div><div style="text-align: center;">in life we have to think ahead.</div><div style="text-align: center;">leave the past.</div><div style="text-align: center;">but what if the past haunts u?</div><div style="text-align: center;">haunts ur feelings towards things?</div><div style="text-align: center;">things happen as we all see.</div><div style="text-align: center;">when old memories come back,</div><div style="text-align: center;">they will be there.</div><div style="text-align: center;">forever.</div><div style="text-align: center;">what;s done is done.</div><div style="text-align: center;">u cant change the past.</div><div style="text-align: center;">we have to learn from the past.</div><div style="text-align: center;">the past makes us what we are today.</div><div style="text-align: center;">next week will be the last week im in utp.</div><div style="text-align: center;">then i'll be furthering my studies in kms.</div><div style="text-align: center;">a-levels n hopefully go overseas..insya-Allah.</div><div style="text-align: center;">what i dreamt of came true.</div><div style="text-align: center;">a chance to study abroad.</div><div style="text-align: center;">leaving things behind is a sacrifice i have to make.</div><div style="text-align: center;">my friends, my life.</div><div style="text-align: center;">as if i have a life.but still.</div><div style="text-align: center;">its a life here in utp.</div><div style="text-align: center;">for 5 months ive been here, to have a new interesting life, gone just like that.</div><div style="text-align: center;">have to start all over again next month.</div><div style="text-align: center;">i love these utp guys.</div><div style="text-align: center;">they r like family to me.</div><div style="text-align: center;">i feel secure, happy with them.</div><div style="text-align: center;">never had this much fun with friends before.</div><div style="text-align: center;">well soon i'll be leaving.</div><div style="text-align: center;">maybe for those, who care, i have to say goodbye.</div><div style="text-align: center;">those who don't give a shit, a farewell.</div><div style="text-align: center;">thanx for being with me all this time..</div><div style="text-align: center;">i really appreciate what u guys had done to me.</div><div style="text-align: center;">all the laghs we had, all the fun,</div><div style="text-align: center;">the sadness, everything and i mean everything.</div><div style="text-align: center;">all a big thanks..</div><div style="text-align: center;">now i have a new journey.</div><div style="text-align: center;">a new path..</div><div style="text-align: center;">wish me luck and all the best for u guys too..</div></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-53601365321126193602010-05-06T18:30:00.000-07:002010-06-25T10:04:59.581-07:00some ppl come some ppl go.;(<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-sjc1/hs334.snc3/29320_114073335292055_100000681679843_131525_8260437_n.jpg"></a><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash1/hs339.ash1/29120_119208181441239_100000561740459_184163_1043190_n.jpg"></a><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">friday the 7th, may 2010.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">today is a sad day.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">a gloomy day.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">one by one.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">i see my friends go.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">4 months i've been here</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">to study</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">gain knowledge together.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">make friends.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">had a crush.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">but all that does not matter now.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">yesterday petronas scholar results came out.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">only a few had got it.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">most of us?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">nope.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">bye2 utp</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">bye2 friends</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">bye2 lecturers</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">bye2 everyone</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">all is in us are just memories</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">that last forever</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">in our hearts.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">as 1.</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><img src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash1/hs339.ash1/29120_119208181441239_100000561740459_184163_1043190_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 360px; height: 270px; " /></span><div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "></span><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">here we are.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">for 4 months.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">striving to study</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">for our future.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">and get the scholarship.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">but no most of us will leave.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">in our own path.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">our own journey.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">for those who are leaving.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">i best wish u all goodluck.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">have a wonderful, joyful n sucessful life.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">those who are staying, i wish the best of luck in all of u.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">our memoirs will remain in my heart.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">as a meche jan '10 student.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-family:Georgia, serif;"><img src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-sjc1/hs334.snc3/29320_114073335292055_100000681679843_131525_8260437_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 360px; height: 202.5px; " /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-family:Georgia, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">all the best in everything u do..</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-family:Georgia, serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;">i love u guys.</span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;"><br /></span></div></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-17413928761126770352010-04-28T01:42:00.000-07:002010-06-25T10:04:59.595-07:00f..i'm stressed<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">adoy2...arinih 28 April 2010..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">2 hari lg utk siapkan mymathlab, assignment n mcm2..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">urgh..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">peningnyer..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">bkn tanak wat..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">tp tade mood nak wat..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">alhamdulillah aku da siapkan assignment n mymathlab..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">task aku skang kene wat mastering chemistry and precalculus hw..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">amat byk.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">nmpk mcm siket.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">bler bukak, perghh..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">terbeliak bijik mata.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">smlm membe aku baru wat dr midnight smpi subuh mastering chem tuh.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">tuh pon ta siap lg..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">gle la byk..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">tuh due date de 3 may..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">aku da frust gle da nih tataw nak wat caner..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">naseb bek tutorials aku ramai yg membantu..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">kami mcm biasa copy mengopy antara stu sama laen..ehehe..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">arap2 8hb nih jd g genting..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">teringin gak aku nak g sana..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">lama ta pegi..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">tmbh nak g dgn dak2 course aku yg menggila..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">looking forward for that..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">aku rindu parents aku di rumah..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">byk tol masalah bler da masuk cni..huhu..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">arituh sal petronas..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">nih plak lptp aku rosakk..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">kene la plak kuar duit bli baru..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">membebankan parents aku tol laaa...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">hmm..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">naseb bek aku leh pnjm kete utk angkut barang.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">taya dorg nak fetch aku jao2..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">mak aku plak ta sehat je..bler call terdengar sore mak aku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">ase cam..sedih glee lorr...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">tp nak wat caner..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">aku nih jauh..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">ta mampu aku nak tlg selain drpd berdoa..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">sok aku nak blk..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">ta sabar2 aku nak blk..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">nak jpe dgn famly..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">nak pe dgn kengkawan..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">nak relax kan mind aku..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">paler aku terlalu berserabut dok kat utp nih..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">mslh kewangan, masalah personal.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">kerje bersepah.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">waduh2..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">tulis blog nih pon sempena masa rehat sbb otak da cramp da..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">nak wat mastering chemistry gle la byk..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">kot aku paham apa yg lecturer aku aja tape la gak..hmm..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">pening2..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;">i just need a shoulder to rest on n close my eyes n imagine the beautiness of the world that He created instead of thinking of this things 24/7...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#FF99FF;"><br /></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-20395811874247571792010-04-21T15:56:00.000-07:002010-06-25T10:04:59.611-07:00hmmmphh...aku minta maaff<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;"><blockquote></blockquote>salamm semua..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">pg2 nih aku bgn dr tdur pk mslh je.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">asek2 mslh..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">aku nak mintak maaf kat kawn2 aku kot ada salah dan silap.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">aku pon nak mntk maaf sgt3 kat akak syara sbb ta dgr ckp ko.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">i've should have listened to u.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">aku da ta sggp nak trima sumer nih lg.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">lg aku ta pk, lg bnda tuh ada lam paler aku.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">aku sukar maw tahan lg.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">aku mintak maaf kepada sesiapa yg berkenaan.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">kalau aku meletup, marah ta tentu psl,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">tetb jerit2, wat kerja gile, sorry eh..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">sumtimes its being myself.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">sumtimes it's just not me.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">aku nak mntk maaf kat si dia.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">aku sejujurnya da tahan dgn sikap die.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">wat aku sakit ati.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">tp apakan daya, kerana aku sygla aku ta wat paper.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">mgkn kte ta serasi.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">mgkn kite tiada persefahaman.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">mgkn kte ta pernah bncg dan wat konklusi ttg apa yg kte nak antara kte.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">mgkn kte terlalu ego.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">mgkn kte terlalu fikirkan masa lampau.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">mgkn kte berfikiran terlalu tidak matang.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">mgkn kte terlalu cpt pkkan konklusi.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">ada byk kemungkinan.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">aku aggp hbgn nih sbg sesuatu yg rapuh n blum utuh.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">maafkan aku kalu kau terpaksa membacanye begini.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">hubungan seperti ini tidak harus wujud di alam pembelajaran.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">sebagai remaja, kte harus fikir dgn lbh waras.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">ada byk benda lg yg perlu dikecapi dlm hidup ini.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">kadang2 kte takut nak mengaku kesalahan kte.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">kte tkut, ego.kn?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">aku tahu aku byk wat salah kat sumorg.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">especially parents aku.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">jasa ibu bapa amat la ta ternilai.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">aku bersyukur dpt parents yg caring psl aku,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">syg aku,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">jaga aku btol2.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">diorg dah cube sedaya upaya dah utk jaga aku.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">tp aku aku wat?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">apa yg diorg tanak aku wat, aku wat.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">mmg ta patut gitu.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">aku tahu aku nih degil.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">tp, aku cuba utk tebus keslhn aku.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">aku cuba dgr kata2mu mak abah</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">kerana sygku padamu tiada nilai bgnye.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">ikut hati aku da nak blk da weekend nih jmpe mak aku.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">mak ta sehat.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">aku risau sgt2.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">aku tanak apa2 jd kat die.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">sape lg nak dga aku mengadu.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">sape lg tmpt aku bermanje.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;">sape lg yg akan meyayangiku seperti die.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#CC66CC;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">sayang mane aku kat seseorg tuh,</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">takkan lebih sygku kpd Allah dan kedua ibubapaku serta keluargaku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">tanpa mereka, siapalah kite.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">they are the ones that had made us who we are today.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">syurga di bawah tapak kaki ibu.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">kata2 ibu itu adalah betul.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">ibu bapa kte tau apa yg terbaik utk kite.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">pengorbanan mereka amatlah besar utk melihat kte berjaya.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">kalau mereka boleh berkorban, kenapa kite ta boleh berkorban utk mereka?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">bkn ta boleh. it's a matter of</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">WANT or NOT.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">if u want it, there's always a way.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">if u don't want it, there are a million excuses.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">yes aku akui selama nih aku lalai lam hidup.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">tuhan je la tau apa aku rasa skang nih.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">betapa serabutnyer pkrn aku.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">aku tekad, rakan2lah segalanya bgku di sini.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">ibu bapa ku jauh di hometown.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">aku di sini berkorban utk belajar utk menjadi seseorg yg berjaya.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">aku dtg cni dgn harapan.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">dan harapan pulang dgn kejayaan.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">aku ingin mereka memikirkan aku mampu membuat sebaik akak aku.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">selama nih aku hdup dlm bygn akak aku.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">sumorg presure aku supaya jd lbh bek drpd de.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">isny aku akan cuba.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">tiada sape pon yg boleh menghalang aku drpd berbuat demikian.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">buat masa nih, abaikan je ape yg berlaku.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">aggp semua ini sbg satu dugaan oleh ALLAH SWT utk hamba-Nya</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">kite harus bersyukur dgn apa yg kita ada.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">ada org yg mengalami lbh byk kesusahan drpd kite.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">oleh itu bersyukurlah dgn apa yg kita ada.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;"><blockquote></blockquote></span></div><blockquote><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;"><blockquote></blockquote>"sori aku gner colour cam girlish.</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">nih colour favourite aku sbny..</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">aku mgkn nmpk garang, kasar, </span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;">tp don't judge a book by its cover"</span></div></blockquote><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';color:#FF99FF;"></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-12232320913659606562010-04-18T05:40:00.000-07:002010-06-25T10:04:59.626-07:00kpd akak22<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'courier new'; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">sorry fo everything shiro,nisah n pya..aku taw aku nih ta perfect..nyushkn korg je..kn? tapelah..mgkn sumerni sbb aku..bkn mgkn..mmg pon..</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">aku je yg ta bper waras nk pk kot?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">tataw laa..aku pon tale nk ckp pe..korg tapaya la msuk cmpur..</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">kot paper jd pon, korg nk amik tau, amk la, tanak taya.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">aku tanak susahkan korg,,</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">aku just nk korg happy dgn life korg..</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">thx sbb tgur apa yg aku wt slh..</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">mgkn tol ckp ko shiro</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">anta je aku nih ke US..</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">doalah aku dpt MARA utk ke sana insy k?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">aku trima apa2 je kjalau utk kebaikan aku..k?</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">harap korg phm.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">aku ta mara korg sbb aku yg byk nysahkan korg...</span></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-73874228326659364802010-04-17T22:09:00.000-07:002010-06-25T10:04:59.640-07:00pursuit of happyness ;D<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>arinih ari ahad, 18 apr..smlm sabtu 17 apr..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>what started as a marvelous day ends up kinda in a shitty way.lol</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>kul 2 lh aku gerak dgn membe2 aku g ipoh..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>dorg drop aku kat umah my aunt then ktorg g parade..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>kete sewa kitorg tuh hampeh gler..brake cam tade, clutch gle hampeh.haha</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>sbny aku g parade dating je dgn sygs aku..hehe..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>berdua je la..huhuuu..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>ktorg round2 satu parade tuh..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>kesian die nak bli barang ta bole..aku ta kasi.</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>suh de jimat duit..hehe</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>mcm2 la de ta puas hati dgn aku,.</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>then after da settle mcm2..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>ktorg kuar makan kat mcD..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>carik2 parking ta jmpe yg dkt..haha..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>then pusing la parking jauh sket..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>bler da jln g mcD tuh, jmpe plak parking dkt, siot gle.haha</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>kat mcD tuh, borak2 smbl mkn..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>de leh plak merayu kat aku nak eskem.</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>aku bkn tanak tp tale la salu sgt.</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>tapela kali nih aku blanje je..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>de bley plak jpe membe de kat mcD tuh..haha</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>dahla ada mamat tuh cam senget sket..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>klaka plak aku tgk..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>time tuh bley plak cter sal ex2..hehe.</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>de cter sal pengalaman de n blah3..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>aku cam, sedih ada, bengang ada, cam, tataw laa..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>nak maraa jek tp benda da berlaku kan..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>taley wat apa la..just harap sgt2 de berubah la.</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>itu harapan aku...</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>time blk tuh, de bole plak ajak ikut jln jauh..hehe..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>klaka plak..ley sggh taman..tp ta kuar pon..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>sbb da lmbt..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>then de bwk aku pusing2 epo, aku pon tataw caner..haha.</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>tp berdua lam kete borak2..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>huhu..bg akula, mmg aku ske wat camtuh..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>lg2 kalu ptg2.</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>dok berdua borak..huhuuu..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>rasa mcm, bahagia sgt2..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>then kat umah, blk2, anak2 de ada..perghh..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>de nih, tale tol.</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>cpt tol lpe,</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>smpi <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal; "><b>kene cubit la baru nak gerak..</b></span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>naseb bek de ikut gak, </b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>kalu ta, aku tataw r..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>jgn smpi tgn aku terbang sudaa.huhuuuu</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>then smpi mlm ktorg lepak2..huhuu..dgn akak de skali kat dpn..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>akak de lak tibai2 hp aku utk tgkp gamba..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>cam tade hp sendiri je..hahaha..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>dlm kul 9 camtu aku blk utp dgn membe2 aku..huhuu.</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b>terpaksa aku berpisah dgn de..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'trebuchet ms';color:#FF0000;"><b><br /></b></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-28543639105052942222010-04-15T17:53:00.000-07:002010-06-25T10:04:59.654-07:00stupidity brings happiness?<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia; ">arinih ari jumaat..genap sminggu masalah aku start..hoho..kunci bilik hlg la, itu la ini la..mcm nih cerita die..huuu..tanggal 13 apr aku ada int dgn mara..aku pon gerak dr ipoh menaiki bas apa tah..haha..ada minah hot n sexy sblh aku..skali de ckp lam phone, indon kot..haha..bas tuh plak merayap sana sini baru g semban..menyampah aku..huhuu..aku smpi semban lam kul 2 laa..membe aku tlg jemput n anta..thanx RAFII;D...then ptg tuh kuar la anta laptop n cpu g kedai..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia; ">malangnyer tuh kan, lptp aku kene bayar 700..huuuu..motherboard rosak plak dah..aku cam sdey gler vavi laa..huhuuu..ye la lptp kesygn aku rosak plak..then blk tuh kan, alang2 da lmbt n hujan, mak aku suh la bli nasi grg kat kedai..aku g la maghrib lu kat msjd negeri..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia; ">pas solat aku trus la g kedai makan opposite msjd tuh..da bli n bayar sumer tuh, aku pon nak gerak la, skali kete tamo start..siot gle laa...aku tataw nak wat pe aku call bpk aku..bpk aku call aam..dlm kul 8 aku stuck kat ctu, then aam dtg, lam kul 9 pon da settle gerak la..then after a few minutes, enjin mati trus..adoy..maka tersadailah kete tuh dpn fam store for 1 night.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia; ">setibanya aku kat rumah, nak get ready for 13th apr, the unthinkable happened..aku tertggl sumer sijil koku aku kat utp..aku da nak nangis la..:'(..ye la, benda essential kot..aku dahla tga penat..tp mak aku relax, marah sket2 then she called my aunt..my aunt n unc took the files from utp n asked her daughters to send it to me..by train..huhuu..yg dtgnyer kak mira n sygs aku..huhuuu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia; ">dlm setiap ada hikmahnyer??kott...huhuuu..dorg smpi semban kul 6 pg.mak aku g jemput dorg blk uma ktorg la.then aku pon siap2kan everything.then kul 9 camtu, ktorg pon gerak la ke melaka(asal la dak2 semban dpt kat mlaka..pening paler otak aku mikir)</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia; ">aku masok la interview room tuh kul 1.muka dorg bengis gler..huhuu..aku cam tensen gler..aku taw i've done bad..dorg plak mcm sound2 aku plakk dah...da masok utp nak ngade amik mara..aku cam, bodo la..bia je la..haha...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: georgia; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">it lasted 15 mins je kot.huhuuu..then chow, pusing2 mlake n sesat plak.hahhaa..last2 bpk aku ckp, blk trus je la..las2 smpi semban lam kul 3 camtuh..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">bajet nak kuar aw, tp sebabkan kekangan,kete rosak tale plak..huhu..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">last2 aku kuar dgn akak n sygs aku kul 8..ktorg merayap carik tiket ketapi and also g semban parade..then g terminal...waa..agak bahagia nan die time tuh taw..hehhe...aku taleh nak express betapa happynyer aku time tuh..dpt lepak dgn org yg aku syg sepanjang mlm...then mam eskem plak tuh..hehe..akak sedara aku plak da gmok, suar ta muat..haha..klaka tol..then blk2 arnd 1030..abah jeling, aku ta bli makanan de.haha..naseb bek ta marah..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">soknyer tuh nak blk ipoh daa..agak fun laa..hehe..kul 630 da kua umah..hoho..kejar2 bas..bas tuh plak ikut jln tah mane tah..jauh gle.hahaha..aku pon mcm bengang je..kalo nek ktm pon sama je time..haha..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">ktorg bli la tiket tren kat kl sentral..dpt pulakk tiket tpt len2..aku cam, adoyy...tape la, mgkn dpt tuka ke dgn org sblh..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">ble da bli tiket, akak aku cam nak carik mask..de selsema..huhuu...then ktorg bli la bfast nak mam lam tren, tale blah tol akak..nk mam laksa plak.haha.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">nek je tren kul 9 lbh tuhh...aku trus mntk tukar tmpt dgn org sblh tuh..dpt la dok dgn sygs aku..akak aku dpt dok dgn mamat mane tah.hahaha..sian tol dorg neh..aku tataw nak ckp pe la..hahhaa...hanya bersimpati..lam ketapi tuh, ada lak bangla dok blkg.bengkek tol aku..haha..bising2..nyanyi2..smpi sygs aku jerit 'bising laa'baru dorg diam sket..haha..trus stop nyanyi.hahaha..last2 aman gak la ktorg..then sygs aku nih mam la mcm2 lam ketapi sbb aku paksa..t de lapa...aku lapa tape, jgn de lapa..hehe..then da mkn2, de antok plak..da borak2 men2 mata, jeling2, tetb de antok plak</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">tdo plak de..hahha..bley plak tdo kat bahu aku n pluk tgn aku..huhuu..best plak sbb aku dpt lepak dgn org yg aku syg gle3..huhuuu...aku ta kaco de tdo..aku nak sumernyer perfect utk de..bia aku susa payah tape..asalkan die bahagia n epy dgn aku..huhuu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">smpi ipoh lam kul 12 camtu, bf akak nyer amik..then anta g blk uma..kat uma lpk dgn de ag..hehe..bajet nak bl;k kul 2..skalu gerak pas asar plak..haha..lpk dating dgn de je keje..adk de nyebok je.hahaha....then aku gerak blk utp kul 5 lbh..smpt keja bas general hijau tu ha..hhuhuuu..smpi utp aku melepak smpi mlm..hahhaa..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">bg aku lah, nih experience plg bodoh aku...but had a happy ending..huhuu...i just wish i can be with her forever ever after..huhuuu..</span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4420233253011895108.post-87988251335165039232010-04-11T09:38:00.000-07:002010-06-25T10:04:59.666-07:00Luahan kotHmmmm..aku ingin luahkan la segala kot..not all laa..tp somejee..td test utk petronas scholar cam hampeh jee..tataw leh dpt ke ta..huhuutuh len cter je laaa...hmm..mmg tol la pe aku rasa..aku rasa aku ptt eat apa yg ptt aku wat a long time ago..skang mcm da terlmbt je..de nih amat la menyakitkan aku..tataw la de sedr ke ta.tu terpulang la kt de if de nk wt ape pon.aku tade hak nak halang..lantak die laa..aku just nak yg terbaik utk de tp de ta pernah nak dga ckp aku..mesti ada je perkataan 'jap','ah','sukati','bia la','nothing'..tp aku saba je la..bia la de taw kw tataw yg aku penat mikirkan de.ta larat aku dah..tp aku tale lupakan.sbb aku terlalu sygkn de.bia la de jak wat apa skalipon.biarpon ia memakan diri aku ih..de ta perlu tau apa yg aku harungi..aku je yg kene dga kata de..mmg aku rasa tataw la canee..ikut hati maw<br />lari tp aku syg de..aku just mghrp aku dpt atasi mslh nihh..aku bahagia dgn de tp salu skt ai dgn de..ble aku ckp de pon ta kesa.mmg tol kot pe yg de salu ckp kt aku..yg de ta syg akuu..hmmm..terpulanglah pada de..mls maw pk..Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0